if only i could let everything out.
if only i could let everything go.
if only i could be so xiao sa.
and move on from it.
turning a blind eye to whatever that would happen.
and just laugh my way through.

then i wouldn't be rosalindtan.

well, things go on even its not your way.
maybe, the case is that,
im worrying too much.
for you.
although the sense was strong,
what i could do is only hoping that
all these are not going to happen.

i bet you dont understand what exactly im thinking.
even after so much things said.
in actual fact,
im more bothered about the first then second issue.
but the irony is,
its the one which won't affect me.

but,
im afraid that you'd drop into it
and have a hard time coming back up.
but i dont like it when i feel like im being some busybody.
i hoped to wake you up;
rather than pulling you back up in the future.
but all these efforts seemed to be pointless.

maybe,
its just my point of view bah.
i dont want to give up.
for my friend.
on my friend.

but, my dear friend,
im starting to think
why not just...
let it go,
let it be.